i have been crying a lot more lately
feeling all the changes in my body
nothing ever seems quite right inside my head
and so i lie awake at night in bed thinking instead
where have all the good men gone to this time
I couldn’t find them swimming at the shoreline
I couldn’t find them in the caves on the cliffside
they weren’t flying with the birds in the blue sky
why does everything have to be difficult
human hearts can’t possibly bare it all
i’m drowning a little more inside every day
but i keep dreaming, there has to be a better way
i’m done hiding myself away like the good ones
here i am another queer bodied prodigal love
here i am, f-in ready or not
i’m not asking for your permission honey
credits
from Alphabet Primary,
track released July 10, 2021
Some credit to Max the robot GarageBand drummer lol
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